Just one of them days.....

I HATE MOODINESS!

I HATE THAT I AM SO PISSED FOR NO REASON AT TIMES!

I HATE TALKING ABOUT PREGNANCY ALL THE TIME!

I HATE THAT I STILL HAVE 14 WEEKS LEFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THAT I FEEL LIKE THERE IS STILL SO MUCH I DON'T KNOW AND SO MUCH I NEED TO DO!

I HATE THAT I CANNOT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS SOMETIMES KNOW I AM OVERREACTING (maybe like right now)!

I HATE FEELING LIKE I'M BIGGER THAN I SHOULD BE!


I love Emma's room :)

I love feeling her kick (in the daytime)

I love washing her clothes (since she only has 8 outfits)

I love daydreaming about her (but hate to know i'm only 2/3 of the way there!!!!!!)

I love leaving the gym (because I know I just worked out)

I do love being pregnant, but I hate some of the other things that come along with it (make sense????)



I miss running for a long time and getting really sweaty.

I miss having a glass of wine when i'm stressed, because I feel like I'm stressed a lot.

I miss having a wonderful night of sleep and going 8 hours without peeing.

I miss hoagies! and sushi! and a medium cooked steak! did I mention wine? and beer?

I miss playing field hockey :(  A LOT



I can't wait to hold my little princess

I can't wait to smother her with kisses and tell her I love her all the time

I can't wait to be a mom like my mom (see emotions have switched to corny now, just like that)

I can't wait to be a mom like my sister (she's amazing too)

ok, i'm done. I may cry now!

THIS IS RIDICULOUS!